I’m not sure if you’ve seen it but there’s this post going around where people ask for passionate homosexual anon love letters? Anyway – I know you didn’t reblog it but I wanted to send you one anyway. Passionate (very!) but not homosexual (or het or bi or any sexual bc I’m not really on Tumblr for hookups <3). I'll skip past the cut and paste purple prose and go straight to the heart of the matter. You're an amazing writer and even better friend – deep down, where it counts ❤️❤️❤️

Awww! This is the sweetest! Thank you sweetheart! 

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How to feel confident? Are you confident? Do you hve any tips? Cos tbh I’m a lost cause :/

Oh god I’m the least confident person there is to be honest. I second guess most things in my life but there are times when I do feel strong. I think it’s more of a be it, do it kind of thing? I’m anxious at times when I have to socially interact (online and in real life) with new people mostly. I tend to just assume no one wants me around so I feel you completely. 

I’ve gone through times where I’m more secure in who I am so I don’t worry as much but it’s so hard. Like I see these other folks who make it look so easy and I get angry at them. Which this isn’t probably helping you at all, sorry. 

I think confidence, like a lot of things, is all in who you feel about you. If you don’t think you’re great then you’re just going to assume the rest of the world doesn’t either. So don’t let those doubts overshadow the love you might have for yourself and you might start to feel confident. If people don’t love you for who you are then there’s something wrong with them. 

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Oh, follow up to the last one- how is your handwriting? Mine is terrible, it looks like a chicken with bad eyesight wrote it >___> haha. Hey, do you like chickens? I think they’re interesting but evil (and as a meat eater, tasty…)

I used to have wonderful handwriting. I took very deliberate care with my handwriting and it was just great. Now it’s sort of a lazy cross between printing and cursive but if I get in a flow the words get even more jumbled lol. 

I don’t dislike chickens? I’ve never had much experience with them in real life. And I am very much the meat eater myself. =)

Do you like to write directly on a computer or do you like pen/paper :D for fics or anything else you normally write

I haven’t written stories by hand since high school since years of online activity have made my handwriting so unreadable even to my own eyes. I write on my laptop or more often my phone.

I’ve written entire fics on my phone. I’m much more comfortable using it than anything else.

Thank you for the ask. *hugs*

Just curious but what do you like about American psycho? I hear the book is structured sort of weird with detailed description of the main characters skin care product and other material things. Which I think would be a bit boring at times. I do not mean to be rude, but I am curious. Btw love your blog!!!

Not rude at all!

It is structured weird between the long reviews of random albums lol. I think it’s the first book where I really got to see into the mind of a killer.

Like I have read other serial killer books where they’re viewed as a main character since then but this one was an eye opener for me. And oddly unlike some other books I read this before the movie. lol.

And thank you!

20 Questions – Writeblr style

writingguardian:

Send number(s) to my inbox and I’ll answer as best I can!

1. What made you start writing?

2. From where do you draw inspiration?

3. Are you published? Or, would you like to be?

4. What is the title of your current WIP?

5. What is your favourite thing about your current WIP?

6. Is your current WIP in 1st or 3rd person? Why?

7. Tell us about your favourite character that you’ve ever written.

8. What do you feel is your strongest point as a writer?

9. What do you feel is your weakness as a writer?

10. Can you share something short that you’ve written?

11. What genre do you write in?

12. What author do you admire most?

13. What’s your favourite story trope?

14. Is there any particular song that has seriously inspired you to write?

15. Favourite book?

16. Favourite movie?

17. All time favourite character?

18. Have you written at all today?

19. Do you plan your stories out? To what extent?

20. What is your best piece of writing advice.

I’ve seen the post about Darko needing more love and I completely agree! If you’re comfortable with it, would you write a Darko/Adam?

This isn’t even remotely what you wanted but I tried. I gave him AN Adam! Kinda! You just didn’t specify which one! *hides* 

Everyday like clockwork Darko made a strawberry milkshake and put it on the counter for his best customer. 

The Pit Stop had been in business for only a year, but Adam Raki was no doubt his favorite and best customer despite his naivete thinking this place was anything other than a drug laundering front. 

He had exactly two customers who came in to have lunch everyday and no one else: Adam and a little old woman named Elise who only ate the shitty pie he bought frozen from the market down the street. 

Adam’s arrival had forced him to actually start making food and bringing in staff, though most of his men looked at him funny they did as they were fucking told. 

A strawberry milkshake and a bowl of macaroni and cheese. 

That was Adam’s lunch and Darko felt an odd pride at being the one to give it. 

It took jealousy for him to realize why. 

Nigel flew in from Bucharest after officially ending his divorce, broken down and half dead even after a day of sleep. He dragged himself in to the Pit Stop at lunch one day and sat on the stool Adam would need in three minutes time. 

“Don’t sit there,” Darko mumbled, “Sit your ass someplace else.” 

Nigel grinned. “You mean this milkshake isn’t for me, brother? I’m hurt.” 

“It’s for–” 

The door jingled and they both turned just as Adam entered. 

“Who is that gorgeous creature?” 

Darko frowned. “He’s no one, just…” 

Adam walked over to the stool and stood beside it. “Excuse me, can you sit somewhere else?” 

Nigel smiled at him. “For you, Darling? Of course.” 

He moved two stools down and preceded to occupy Adam’s time for the rest of the afternoon. Darko grew increasingly angry every time he came back with something for Adam but was ignored. 

By the time Adam left to go back to work Nigel had his address, phone number, and a date. 

He winked at Darko when he left. 

Darko pushed over the salt shakers and felt an abnormal satisfaction at the sound they made breaking. 

Fucking Nigel. 

The next day when Adam didn’t come in for lunch he thought it was a fluke. 

It wasn’t. 

Nigel and Adam became lovers in a month when it had taken Darko almost a year to get him to smile. 

Then something amazing happened. 

“So, Adam has a cousin.” 

Darko rolled his eyes at Nigel over beer, still bitter that he’d taken Adam away even before Darko could get remotely close to him.

“What the fuck do I care?” 

“He’s coming to stay in the states for two weeks and I don’t want him to ruin my sex life so I said he could stay here.” 

Darko groaned. “Seriously, brother? Why would I want Adam’s boring cousin to take up in my place?” 

Nigel pulled out his phone and scrolled through before he turned to show Darko a picture. 

The man could’ve been Adam’s twin brother they looked so much alike. 

“When does he arrive? Does he need a lift?” 

Nigel grinned. “Tomorrow, and no. He’s renting a bike.” 

Darko’s dick twitched. “He likes motorcycles?” 

“As far as I know,” Nigel laughed, “According to his cousin, Adam Towers likes just about anything.” 

50 and 97 for Hannigram. Love your blog btw!!!

50. Arranged Marriage & 97. Time Travel 

Will hadn’t known what would happen when he touched the lamp in the antique store  but he had and now he was in a hell of a mess. 

He’d fallen into the a time not his own, though his name was the same he had plenty of things to worry about. 

For one: he was the only son of Colonel George Graham, decorated war hero and wealthy landowner. 

For another? The year was 1897 and he was about to meet his “intended” for the first time. 

The meeting came after a month of trying to assimilate to this time period in between what little research he could find to get home. Yes he had little to get back to, mostly a lonely life fixing boat motors with a new pack of dogs and finding outlet for his murderous rage over the death of the love of his life, Hannibal Lecter, but he didn’t belong here. 

He sighed as he sat in the drawing room of his intended’s immaculately decorated mansion, ready to go back and deal with Father’s need to snoop into his research. Yes he was a thirty nine year old man trapped in a nineteen year old’s body but even he deserved privacy. 

The door opened and he turned to see two people walk inside. 

One was a tall man with sandy hair, well dressed and almost familiar. The other was an older woman of the same fancy dress who looked much like the man. 

“Hello, Will. It is lovely to meet you again. This is my son, Hannibal. He’s just returned from combat. Hannibal, introduce yourself.” 

Will blinked. “Oh.” 

It seemed as if fate was playing a trick on him.

His intended husband was none other than Hannibal Lecter. 

He felt tears in his eyes as he smiled. “Hello.” 

Hannibal frowned. “Hello.” 

 Will wondered just how similar he was to the man he’d lost. 

He couldn’t wait to find out.