I do agree with you. I don’t like fluff in the hannigram fandom. Maybe if it’s balanced with the darkness. It’s a dark fandom so people will be here for it. Not everyone thinks Hannibal is their uwu baby or shit

See it isn’t that I don’t like fluff? I write fluff! Fluff is my bread and butter. I just get that there are folks that miss the dark aspects of the fandom and don’t like the AUs that emphasize the fluff. People are allowed their own opinions. They are. I don’t get why someone generally speaking their opinion without calling anyone out is wrong? 

Yes we’re all one big Fannibal Family, but no one is anyone’s Gate Keeper. You can dislike something and express that. It doesn’t mean you’re shitting on everyone else’s right to like it? 

Sweetie it’s NOT your writing! I am not a creator myself but I have noticed several times that not every post from the people I follow will show up on my dash, even though I visit tumblr regularly. I don’t know what kind of algorithm they employ, but really sometimes stuff will just not show up. I really don’t think it is your writing because you are one of everybody’s fave and you do so much for this fandom and we love you.

If it is then it is. I know I’m not the best writer in the fandom or in general so I have to stop thinking too much.

I appreciate you saying you enjoy what I put out. I may not have been answering comments lately but I do read them as much as I don’t think I deserve them.

I’m just going to do my own thing and try not to worry. It’s not worth my mental health to put so much emphasis on this. I might not be good enough for fan art, thousands of kudos, or even anthologies but I LOVE writing. I love the characters even if I don’t always stay IN character. I’m not the most popular or the best behaved but fuck it I’m ME.

Nothing is gonna stop me from having fun any more, not even my own self.

A reader-only perspective on your question about reblogging fic. I personally never reblog fic because I have a number of irl friends who follow my blog and I’m a little embarrassed that I still read as much fic as I do! (It’s super silly but I think there are a lot of people who feel the way I do) I love your fic and I’m always excited to see a notification from you in my inbox, but i don’t interact super publicly with fandom, and I think that’s a more common trend now a days

Thank you. I’m trying not to worry about it anymore or I’ll go crazy. I know people don’t reblog or like for a number of reasons and honestly it’s not my business so I should just stop worrying.

I appreciate your thoughts and response.